Recently, I was on facebook. One click led to another and before I was able to contain myself I had gone on a little -ahem- information spree. I typed out the name of a boy I used to see and occasionally talk to at the local hang-out, back when I was a twatty, sweet sixteen year-old, just feeling like checking in and seeing what’s up/What’s what/How adolescence affects people/insert other excuses/bla. Looking at his pictures I realized something. His face was exactly the same. The faint narcissism from back then still clearly readable from his expression, I shuddered that along with his Christiano Ronaldo attitude he had also somehow managed to acquire a Christiano Ronaldo body.
Quintessentially, what this created in me was an intense feeling of horror. Horror because as I looked from the image down to myself, I realized that somehow everyone seemed to have outgrown me. That somehow, somewhere along the line I had stopped evolving.

Was featured in my first skate video this weekend. Basically spent three days messing about at best locations with two great friends and many new ones, just doing what I love. Had to ride 3 completely new decks but got to keep one of them :) yay schwarzaufweiss

Was featured in my first skate video this weekend. Basically spent three days messing about at best locations with two great friends and many new ones, just doing what I love. Had to ride 3 completely new decks but got to keep one of them :) yay schwarzaufweiss

Sending all you awesome tumblrites smiles and greetings from The Hague, in the beautiful Netherlands, where i’m currently enjoying my first stop on our inter-rail trip around Europe! schwarzaufweiss

Sending all you awesome tumblrites smiles and greetings from The Hague, in the beautiful Netherlands, where i’m currently enjoying my first stop on our inter-rail trip around Europe! schwarzaufweiss